WINTER and no SHELTER

Winter seems to be the emotional Mecca for trying to know love. I’d say the fall is the time to find love. Through cold, snow and Christmas carols we try and find a warm spot somewhere in our heart to be touched. Not having that warm spot be.. tampered with doesn’t really make me feel as bad as the thought of love not lasting forever.

I understand that I am a 21 year old handsome male with dreams and goals to accomplish. But what individual who wants more for herself will take a man who wants nothing for himself? Love is a beautiful thing, but when you sacrifice a decent future for your wife and kids for temporary love, is that okay?

After looking at every couple in every store, gas station and on every street, I started to feel like… Well, I didn’t feel anything. For once I felt free. I felt happy. I am living my life for me. Now I have to go to my original theory on love:

Being IN LOVE never last forever. I’ll ride the momentary bliss for as long as it lasts, and when it lands… I’ll jump into a Lamborghini and drive off into the sunset.

What once felt like the best theory turned into the worst thoughts. After my recent break-up my theory makes all the sense in the world.

What happened to romance and anticipation? What happened to that special feeling that dating and love seemed to bring. Now-a-days it seems like we all go through the motions. Now I am scared to stop thinking about the relationship and go with the flow. The flow might end up in deep love and deep love will lead to thoughts of FOREVER! Yes, that’s it! Eureka! Always think about the relationship and envision the end so you’ll be prepared for it. Do this and be unhappy as well. What is a man to do???