ABSENCE OF LLL

I know I should be in bed because it is about to be 1 o'clock in the morning. I can't though. I keep thinking about how my love life was so great just a couple months ago and now it is falling. I have been trying to find a soul that comes close to my ex and I just cant. I find that so depressing. I hate to say this but.... I dont believe in long lasting love (LLL). I just dont think it will ever happen with me and anyone besides GOD. ANd I'll admit, to a certain point, I am in love with GOD.

Rule #1- LOVE FOR and IN LOVE are not the same thing. There is a difference.

And as I sit here on this computer I am filled with rage and sadness. HOW DO I LIVE LIKE THIS!!??? It hurts so bad! OMG!! OOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHH GOD of Adam and Eve.

Oh, by the way, I saw Chronicles of Narnia today. It was real swell.